HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

Happy New Year everyone..... Today is 01-01-10.

As many of you know, I've spent quite a bit of time recently thinking and planning and plotting all the things that the New Year would bring........ How I was going to change so many things in my life......
Yes, there is even A LIST.........

It's not exactly a New Years Resolution List.... It's actually more than that.

You see, for me this is soooooooooo much more than just a "New Year" - Or at least I had planned on making it so much more.......

I'm not going to bore you with details..... I just did not want to let the day go by without a post for the new year.......

I guess the whole thing can be summed up by showing you pictures from Mary Engelbreit.
I LOVE MARY ENGELBREIT!!!!

The first picture is how I had planned on ringing in the new year......

Sort of Super Hero-ish. The Queen with her magic List...... All sorts of great things written on there - All sorts of things to transform her life into something marvelous......

The second picture is of of The Queen as a little girl making a long list of all the things she wants..... - Yes, ofcourse it is a loooooooooooooooong list.........

But in the end she realizes that all the stuff on her list were not what Christmas was all about.

The third picture is more realistic.......

Yup - It's the Queen sitting in her big comfy chair with her bunny slippers sipping a drink.
Unfortunately I dont have bunny slippers (and yes, even at this age I would wear them if I did....) and the drink that I am sipping is just tea to wash down the medicine to hopefully help me get over this dreaded cold that I have.......... - I swear I feel like my head is going to burst that is how congestide I am!!!

So the Queen Mother sits and looks at the previous sides of her......... The little girl queen who wants everything......... The young girl queen promissing herself that she will change into this new person - The person who will surely be HAPPY.........

In the end - The Queen Mother sits there realizing she is too damn old for this shit..........

Yes - I will keep having lists of things that I want - But I will not be sad if I dont have it all.
Yes - I will keep having lists of things that I want to change about myself - But I will also be happy with who I am and will cherish the people who love me this way.........

So...........

This is the many sides of me............

What about YOU???????
Will you be there for me as my friend??????? Will you be there to encourage me to try to make changes that will make me feel better but will still love me if I'm a little (lot) bitchy???

I know many of you will......... There are so many dear friends that I know I can count on.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE..........

I still say it's going to be an amazing year........

(The Queen has spoken................ LOL)

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